i am taking this step of faith

MOVED!

2007-03-23T12:08:00.000+08:00

MOVED!
i think people had problems accessing to my blog here
okay pls click on this LINK
do the changes to ur links. (:

2007-03-22T14:16:00.000+08:00

So the geog essay is finally done after 3 days of hard work. i am not entirely sastified with it but i did my best and God will do the rest. (: Days are becoming better because i have really learn to trust more in God. Each step seems easier even though i face new challenges everyday.

Haha. i cant believe i ate instant noodles for 3 days in a row.
it is time to start on my PS essay and the computing essay too.

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ooooh! i am watching full house all over again
summer scent and autumn tale made me too depressed. :(

submitted.
STILL

Your perfect love drives away all my fears

2007-03-19T17:43:00.000+08:00

Recovered after two days of sleep. Wedding Day must have tired me to death. Trying to finish my geog essay now with about 1000 words to go. J2 is barely done at all and i have only 2 more days. i think it should be more than enough time since i am going to try to complete half of it by tonight. After this, i will be left in one more essay before exams. :(

darn it, i need to start studying soon.
so far behind in my readings.

just started watching summer scent, this korean drama. it is darn good and i cant wait to finish it. :DDDDD

time to take a nap.

2007-03-18T01:09:00.000+08:00

One word and one picture. (:

Tired.

good night world. :D

Beautiful Saviour

2007-03-16T22:25:00.000+08:00

help me to feel beautiful in your eyes
each time expectations weigh me down
i get lower and lower

i dont want to change to become someone i hate

Love Love Love

2007-03-16T20:39:00.000+08:00

spent lots of time with the family today -shopping and packing up the house.Bro's wedding is tml and the house is beautifully decorated. it is going to be a great day tml even though i am going to be so tired. oh wells, weddings are meant to be beautiful and perfect. i am really happy for my brother.

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going to start doing essay on sunday then.
i am going to slack for abit now.
time to go watch some Tv.

more updates on sunday. (:

hide me now under your wings
cover me within your mighty hands

2007-03-15T19:05:00.000+08:00

okay, i love this new layout. i am so not going to change for a really long time because i am actually quite sick of coding. it always takes up too much time. (: i love this, i love this. :D christian skins always makes me happy.

anyway, this is only suitable on IE and not on FF.

today was a good day.
it was a really fufilling day because i overcame my fears of going for a certain tutorial class.today was a good closure and i am glad that Your love came over me. Without You, i dont think i would have courage to go through today.

be still and know that i am God
i will be exalted among the nations
i will be exalted in the earth

2007-03-14T00:42:00.000+08:00

Busy week ahead which explains my lack of updates. Bro's wedding is this saturday and the family has been really busy preparing for the wedding. Bought my gown, shoes and accessories and manage to grab a nice top for church wedding. i cant wait. :DDDDD

after 6 hours of shopping today, i am exhausted. qing's bdae celebration was today and we had a good time bonding and eating dinner together. so i am back at home, trying to start on my geog essays. OMG OMG, i am running short of time.

i still need to go through what i need to say for PS tutorial. i havent been doing my readings and i have no idea how to attempt the questions at all. i am going to be screwed on thurs. i keep telling myself that it is only 2 hours and it will be over before i know it. at most, i would just get scolded. :(

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okay 12.48 am. :(
time to go back writing.

2007-03-11T21:49:00.000+08:00

mmmm, it was a pretty okay day
nothing much to say other than i am stll feeling ...
but i am glad i had courage to somehow step back.

played dota for the first time today
it was pretty fun and was rather entertaining.
ended up playing 3 games today. :(

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time to start on the essays
hell week, i promise
lots of fears to overcome (:

Lord, you are in control
i want to focus on what you will want me to do.

2007-03-11T00:36:00.000+08:00

But if i go to the east, he is not there;
if i go to the west, i do not find him.
When he is at work in the noth, i do not see him;
when he turns to the south, i catch no glimpse of him
But he knows the way that i take
when he has tested me, i will come forth as gold
- Job 28:8-10

i am going to face things.
whatever has happened in the past 3 weeks needs
to come to an end. life isnt smooth sailing but
i want my heart to keep doing what is right for God
even when i fail, i want to pick myself up
i want to 'constantly' go back to him. i am surrendering
once again. no matter how unworthy i feel sometimes, i need
to realise that your mercies are neverending and that you
will always open your arms to me no matter how far away
i am. (:

i am coming back to the heart of worship.

2007-03-10T00:40:00.000+08:00

the hair is bad , bad bad .
i dont have a month to hide at home
i got school on monday!
oh darn it, i am so dead!!!!! :(

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reading all 40 groups of tourism proposals in Singapore
somehow, they are getting kind of entertaining
some of their ideas are plain lame and rather repetitive
but there are really some good ones.
it looks like we arent the worst. (:

2007-03-09T00:53:00.000+08:00

It was a good day. (:

one lecture and school ended. went down to orchard to shop with the church people. bought one top today and we went to watch music and lyrics. it was such a sweet and funny movie. i fell in love with two songs that were sung inside the movie. well, managed to download the songs and it has been on repeat mode for the past two hours.

thanks to rach.
finding songs will be so much easy from now onwards.

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God is good, i believe you are
i am beginning to pick myself up from when i fell
i am coming back to You.

All the earth will declare
That Your love is everywhere
The fields will exalt Seas resound

Hear the trees Joyful cry
Praising You and so will I
A new song I'll sing
Lord I will Glorify and
bless Your holy name

the long bus rides helped today
the long conversations i had with YOU

2007-03-07T23:46:00.000+08:00

I often feel like I'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things I believe

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign

i just fall on my knees and i try to pray
in the silence, i can hear him say...

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thanks Ziig for the advices
i am a whole lot better. (:
everything is going to be alright.

2007-03-07T11:59:00.000+08:00

ARGH!
what i had before and what i have now was never by my own hands. it was created and it was meant to hurt.how i wish i could close my eyes and tell myself it isnt true.

everything that i have read and re-read becomes clearer
it was never meant to be in the first case

2007-03-06T21:12:00.000+08:00

tsk tsk. it was a rather long day today even though time passed by really quickly. i slept at 2 last night after doing some essay writing. i was so stupid. i did not save the document the first time round and had to retype everything. :/

;

set the balloons off at the break of dawn
one by one till they are gone. (:

2007-03-05T17:04:00.000+08:00

i feel like i am wasting my life away.

argh! jeanette, stop emo-ing. :/

;

landing in london
click

2007-03-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

Lord, i feel so far away..

a thousand times i failed
your mercy remains
should i stumble again,
i'm caught in your grace

everlasting your light will
shine when all else fades
neverending your glory
goes beyond all fame

my heart and my soul
i give your control
consume me from the inside out
let justice and praise
become my embrace
to love you from the inside out

...

2007-03-03T14:52:00.000+08:00

Landing in London
a song for you, a song from the heart

perhaps too much thinking and too much expectations have weighed me down. i'm pending down everything and putting my heart focused. God is in control and i surrender all. (:

And when the night falls in
around me and I don't
think I'll make it through
I'll use your light to guide the way
Cuz all I think about is you

And all these days I spend away
I'll make up for this I swear
I need your love to hold me up
When it's all to much to bear

Cuz all I think about is you

;

a new layout for a certain you
a new layout that reconciles my heart
truly, everything in its time

2007-02-28T19:08:00.000+08:00

I am down with food poisioning. my stomach is like churning non stop. i am still down with 600 over words but have so much more to write. RAWR!!! i feel bad for not going for Rappa's tutorial for the second time! luckily i got MC! i am scared he is going to call my parents or send a warning letter! this is bad ! i hope he replies with understanding. (:

i submitted.
let this little light shine - Click

2007-02-28T01:50:00.000+08:00

With my hair tied up, i sit down and i start writing my essay! notes lying on the bed, music blasting in the background, youtube is loading on the computer ( that will be watched when i need a break) and books flipped to its correct pages... sadly, i am only half done with the essay. i probably have around 900 words which isnt enough for me. :(

i dont even know whether i am on track. DARN IT!!! and i feel like not going for ps tutorial on thurs because i am scared. i actually prepared for it but i think i am going to look like fool knowing that i am a silly geographer who decided to take a PS module. besides, i hate being forced to say something just for the sake of getting class participation points.

oh wells, i am scared
let You be in control

i know your love dispels all my fear through the storm i will hold on Lord and by faith i will walk on Lord then i will see beyond my calvary one day and i will be complete in you

2007-02-26T15:20:00.000+08:00

I'm irritated.

and it seems like i am back here at sqaure one with noone that cares. for the only one who is about to leave, jeanette is here alone. for those that can connect to me ,they seem too busy to care. for the ones that care - they are younger and i dont want to look like i am not setting a good example. i am supposed to be the older one, for goodness sake.

so who's left?
for once, i want to be listened and not always being a listener.

am i being too selfish?
go do essay, jeanette. go do essay, jeanette.
it is only then when you wont think.

You go before me
You shield my way
Your hand upholds me
I know You love me

And when the earth fades
Falls from my eyes
And You stand before me
I know You love me
I know You love me

2007-02-25T22:59:00.000+08:00

For fear is something that can never surpass the greatness of God

bad and busy week ahead.
with too many things on my mind and so little time, i hate putting myself at this position all over again. i need to be more discipline and i need to rely more on Him and less on myself.

Fear You.

2007-02-24T23:54:00.000+08:00

Point Form.

1) Jeanette's legs are aching badly.
2) Jeanette lost money today.
3) Jeanette has piles of work
that are yet to be completed.
4) Jeanette does not know if
she wants to S/U computing module.
5) Jeanette is feeling emo.
(She needs to get out of it soon!)

;

You are greater than all these things

And when the night falls in
around me And I don't think
I'll make it through I'll use
your light to guide the way

2007-02-23T23:51:00.000+08:00

3 in a circle
our hearts unite for Your guidiance
God, you are in control of everything
as much as we cant see it sometimes

the power of praying
the power of friendship

in our lives, Your will be done.

;

the river runs and the river hides
out to the ocean and under the sky
i promise you the answer will come
hold on to patience and watch for the sign everything in its time

2007-02-23T17:15:00.000+08:00

back home right now. Today's weather was stupid. It was super hot in the afternoon and now it is raining like crazy! went down to chinese garden to do our tourism project. that place was pretty surprising in my opinion. i didnt know that i had to pay to see the whole place.

it was actually quite nice, with ponds & lakes, statues, pagodas and tradtitional chinese houses all around. the place seems dead , lacking with a soul but yet peace reigns in that little enclosed area. they should seriously create more shelter places with nice fans and aircons.

well it was a pretty nice experience. on the way out, we saw this guy who was completely naked and hiding near the bush. he whistled at us for attention and yucks, he flashed at us. THAT COW! we called the police in return and i hope they catch him and put him in jail. (: There are seriously some weird people in Singapore.

off for cg gathering at uncle luke's house later. for now, going to watch some Tv.

a song dedicated to you
if only i have the courage to do so

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I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?

I've waited all my l
ife to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

2007-02-22T12:32:00.000+08:00

Something that i can call my own. :DDD

the first vector layout done by me.i took a picture of a lighthouse and transformed it.Brushes are mostly from CS2 default shapes and everything was coloured and painted by me. i took freaking long to figure out how to do it. well, i am glad that the finished product looks good. I know it isnt perfect but there will always be more room for improving. (:

off to study and read some PS notes
i havent even started doing my essay
i have been too lazy to do anything. :(

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light of the world
you stepped down into darkness
open my eyes let me see
beauty that makes this
heart adore you hope
of a life spend with you

2007-02-21T00:11:00.000+08:00

Day 2

Lunch Dim Sum at Jumbo Restaurant. Cg came over after that to my house. Hung out and ate great food. Talked quite a lot and did tremendous suaning in front of our parents. it was hiliarous. (: 'Shark fin soup', 'Aladdin and the magic matt' etc etc. Gosh, we are funny people. Oops. :D

Off to play cards at cousin's house which lasted till 1 am. was super tired after that. slept till 11 am this morning.

Day 3

Visted another cousin's house in the afternoon. Mum got super angry because i had to leave to meet the church people for movie. it is rather complicated because i always feel that i will try to please her while she thinks that i should try to listen to her more.

oh wells, went to watch norbit and it was hilarious. SO everyone needs to go watch too. :D Hanging out with church people is always fun. :D

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talking to you now always makes me smile.

I need to learn to surrender it to you
No more expectations from you but i want
Your name to shine in every aspect of my life

2007-02-19T14:11:00.000+08:00

first day of CNY is over. Jeanette is rich because jeanette has won alot of money just from playing cards. shhhh, we (family) wait 365 days just to be able to play cards on CNY. Haha, i am going to make full use of these 15 days. :DDDDDD

Cg over later. After that, off to cousin's house for another round. i am actually really tired and i am going to lose my voice soon. Have been shouting too much. :(

2007-02-18T01:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :D

long days of visitation starts tml. i need to rest and wake up early tml. New clothes are LOVE! :D mid term break starts this week too so i better start on my essays after CNY. oh ya, new layout too and i love it sooo much. (:

papercranes flying over
uncharted walls and windows

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Feel this heart with your peace
i want to trust in your ways even
when it gets harder each day

to have the one and only one
this is a journey that You will take me

2007-02-15T01:22:00.000+08:00

Darn it, i got forced to move to new blogger. Argh, i hate the new blogger. Somehow, it seems to screw up the templates and html quotes quite a bit and i have no idea how to do future skins like that. HAHA. pls tell me if there are things on the blog which you cant get access to or cant see. If not, i am going to officially have one blog at LJ only. :D

Happy Valentine's Day to All.

;

and i cant seem to sleep
when i know that i have so much to say
but yet i dont know how to start

if only time stops here.

2007-02-13T18:37:00.000+08:00

Flowers by the window.
new layout and it is submitted
- CLICK

2007-02-13T00:30:00.000+08:00

i cant help feeling guilty at the end of each day
i hate it when i start controlling my own life
i hate it when i let temptations and laziness get the hold of me
i feel less worthy all the time.

i need to snap out of it and learn to see what i've missed
i need to learn to see the good in the bad.
i really need to, i am trying.

Guide my ways and Guide my thoughts.

2007-02-10T10:27:00.000+08:00

so it was a pretty good day yesterday! had one lesson in school, went back to fetch estelle, headed down to simei to meet the rest and then went over to sue's house. Sue and i cycled all the way down to east coast park to eat subway and cycled all the way back for cell group. HAHA, it was pretty fun!

cg was good, i guess rachelle and i felt the same way. it has always come down to learning so much and realising what there is to do, where i have gone wrong and where do i go from there. it was a big wake up call for me yesterday and i felt that amount of remorse even as i was looking back on the things i prayed in the week and how God was touching me while singing ' thank you for the cross'.

saw a total no of 4 car accidents yesterday while driving all along Singapore. it is crazy ! after fetching marianne back, i took the ECP route along with estelle and jeff in the car and we saw this damn bad accident. the two cars were wrecked beyond recognition and one of the injured guy was stuck in his smashed up car. car body parts were everywhere. WOAH!

life can be so fragile. it makes me think alot; about the death of that certain taiwan actress and how God can just take you away so quickly. it is kind of hard to accept not because i am afraid of death but because i realised the magnitude of the impact of it will leave on the loved ones.

;

enough of that. talked to estelle and glenn till 3 am last night. glenn refused to let me sleep and i was at the whining stage of begging him to let me sleep. i was super tired ! off to go meet lynn to study and meet the rest to go to rach's 21st birthday. :D

2007-02-07T18:24:00.000+08:00

photo shots taken on sunday! went shopping with the horrible lady who hardly finds time for me at all. She thinks it is okay that we dont meet at all. i missed lynn that day. it is high time we get together as TFF soon. (:

more pictures over at my LJ.
it would be friends locked.
the pictures are hilarious, gosh our faces were thrown down the drain but dear ms peetard wont be able to see because she got no LJ! HAHA! :D

2007-02-06T18:43:00.000+08:00

blogskins/blogger/html codes day.

spend one whole day on the computer trying to complete my computing tutorial, my bro and sis in law's website and new layouts for BS. everything is completely and i feel so happy! Suffering from a big headache though because this new skin that you are seeing now gave me so many problems.

and it actually boiled down to one FIXED over REPEAT-Y!
thanks to kat for being there. :D
i gave up halfway while doing it, went to wash the car and suddenly thought of which parts of the html codes were wrong. i was right! GOSH!!!!

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going to take a long bath, watch some TV and start reading my PS notes. i cant believe that i have today, tml and thurs free this week! wooohooo! (:

2007-02-05T15:39:00.000+08:00

i dont like being alone
in between breaks.

20 mins to the PS lecture
i am scared.

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Be of good courage, jeanette

2007-02-04T23:09:00.000+08:00

the weekends were great. i did study quite abit and played a hell lot so i am feeling really great right now. well, i'm getting drained out by everything and tomorrow is one big long day. i am scared of going for Rappa's lesson. i dont know why but i really need to do well for that PS module even though i've no clue on how to study for it.

i need God's wisdom and strength.

played pool and watched miss porter. i had so much fun playing pool with the church friends and miss porter was such a lovely show. Gosh, i missed writing lit essays in a way; i had so much to express and i felt so much for that movie.

You shield my ways
in every season, i know you love me
- rediscovering eden

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i know there is no problem too big
that is impossible for you to solve
let You increase and I decrease
let me learn to fear and love you

Grant me peace.

2007-02-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

WG made me laugh today.
Kat always makes me laugh.
PNG PNG PNG!

the most random post ever!

i have so much readings to do that it is actually killing me! i am never going to finsh them at all. gosh, i need to take a good sleep now. the weekends are here. Cant wait. (:

2007-01-31T17:53:00.000+08:00

life can be so fragile sometimes.one moment you're here and any moment you could leave.i know there is a higher throne above for me because i believe in my faith with God.

but for some, it was never preached and they were never saved
i dont know why i got affected by her death. i didnt know her, i have seen her on TV and i have seen her live before. she was so young, had her whole career ahead of her and she left so suddenly.

i have no answers to the whys and hows
my only prayer is that your loved ones will find peace soon. as much as i dont think that is possible, i hope that you are in a better place where you are no longer suffering.

may your soul find peace

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You are the peace
That guards my heart
My help in times of needs
You are the hope
That leads me on
And brings me to my knees
For there I find You waiting
For there I find release
So with all my heart I'll worship
And unto You I sing

in all Your ways, i know Your ways are higher than the ways of the world
dont think, just go.

2006-12-31T18:36:00.000+08:00

So here goes ...

new blog - CLICK

it would be 50 percent friends locked so
add me on livejournal if you have an account.

HAHA. yeah (:
see ya.

i am out!

2006-12-29T23:02:00.000+08:00

I've moved.
not sure if it is permanant but i like blogging there. (:
the website add will be revealed soon when i'm ready.

take care.

2006-12-27T00:33:00.000+08:00

you wish you could vanish
you wish you could forget the world
you fly away.

now i am left with nothing.

goodbye world.
i am going on a long hiatus.

2006-12-26T22:45:00.000+08:00

and i wonder why...
i reflected and i thought through it but yet i dont know why i am at this state right now. i know i did what i was supposed to do, i tried my best but yet i am always ending up at square one. All the hopes and aspirations seems to have gone to waste; i just want to give up trying so badly.

how do you break away from the pressure? how do you break away from being stupid? how do you break away and just be yourself?

i tried loving and i tried everything i could possibly do. But yet somehow the envrionment always seems to affect my passion for studying.

GOD, HELP ME!

2006-12-25T00:53:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas to Everyone! (:
Have a splendid Christmas Day.

;

i think i have lost all interest in blogging.
my results are out on tues. :(
i am scared and i cant deny it; perhpas juggling between exams, projects and camp was a little too much. i cant afford to screw up anymore. But i know i did my best and i just want the greatest glory to go back to Him.

and because of that, i have peace.
i feel so blessed. (:

2006-12-21T10:53:00.000+08:00

I have been so busy this week that i havent got the time to update. Gosh, it has been packed with last minute christmas shopping and meeting up with lots of people.(: I am still not done with my christmas shopping which means that i will probably will be in town for the next few days.

i am so broke right now. :( met up with church people for the last few days, KEY and going to meet gin, nessa and xuan tonight. omg, pris and lynn! LETS MEET UP SOON QUICK!!!

i am going up to mysia next tues. Darn, i need to meet up with everyone first. (:

2006-12-18T00:25:00.000+08:00

JUDEA OWNAGE! <3

i need people to send me more camp pictures!!! (:

2006-12-17T17:29:00.000+08:00

Oh Lord, you searched me.
You know my way.
You go before me
You shield my way
Your hand upholds me
i know you love me.

if i could only ask for one thing, that would be it
everything in its time.

2006-12-15T22:38:00.000+08:00

wow i cant believe that i havent blogged for the past one and a half week. God has been good. HE sustained me through the camp preparations and the worship retreat last week. okay here are some updates..

worship retreat.

by far, the best retreat i have been to. i learnt so much about the essence of worship,had lots of bonding time with people and really enjoyed everything. the games we had were rather lame but they really bonded us closer.

i was already falling sick by Sunday. Camp Comm stayed overnight on Sunday to do the last minute preparation. It was tiring and i wasnt sure if i could even last through camp. 5 days passed by really fast and everything seems to be in a blur right now. i cant believe camp has ended. :D

Gosh, i have learnt so much through this camp that all i want to do right now is to stop , think and to praise God. i couldnt have asked for a better camp comm, i coulnt have asked for a better speaker & mentors and i couldnt have asked for the people who came to the camp than these. God has been faithful and God has indeed been good. To see people being touched by God's presence, their heart of surrendering their problems and their worries away and being used by God in such mighty ways.

if we do stop and think, we will realised that God has always been there.

God has been good. i am really lost for words because God has shown me how real He is through the working of their lives and mine. Tears of joy came on tuesday when i saw the youths' yearning for revial in their lives. There were moments when i felt like giving out, when tears of frustration came down but i realised that everything really worked out according to what we prayed for.

i dont think i have shared this before. 6 months ago, i was really praying on whether to take up the role of camp commandant. i know myself well, i am not a born leader and i prefer to play a more supportive role. (:

God spoke to me through Hebrews 11. I have read that passage a million times before but that night, God opened my eyes to what He wanted to say to me.

"All these people were still living by fiath when they died. They did not receive. the things promisedl they only saw them and welcome them from a distance...Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God for he has prepared a city for them"
-Heb 11: 13-16

The city was already prepared and i should go in faith. (: Yesterday night, God worked through me again by allowing Dan to pray for me. It was simply amazing that although i have never shared with him before; God allowed Him to pray for the things that i was really struggling through handling the camp. It was truly a breakthrough moment.

i promised myself that i wont cry. But i am only human and i am glad i cried only when i had to. God really sustained me and gave me strength even when it got tiring. It was really very fufilling to see lives changing. I cant help feeling at peace right now.

Dan made his decision today. tears couldnt stop flowing because i only knew him for 2 years and He has been such a great friend and dgl partner with me. But i know it is for the best and i know that He would be happier there. (:

Most importantly, i thank God that i have been used when i was nothing; when i didnt know what to do. To see people changing and yearning for God , to see the camp comm being open and supporting each other, for mentors who were there to lead the way and to everyone that took the step of faith to come for this camp..

Truly, Thy Kingdom Come, Let Your Will be Done.

Now to Him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us. To him be the glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and ever. Amen!
- Ephesians 3:20

2006-12-15T15:12:00.000+08:00

i'm back! :D

2006-12-06T00:04:00.000+08:00

WOOOOOHOOOOO! exams are finally over !! i am feeling at peace right now! okay, but the paper they tested something that wasnt even in the textbooks or notes. i am so dead. :( i finished the paper in one hour and i walked out. met some people from the tutorial class and was complaining about the whole paper.

oh well, it is over!

headed down to PS to have dinner with glenn, jeff and marianne.
went over to TNT for worship practice for camp.
it felt good to be in God's presence, blocking everything out and just singing for Him. everything is going to be alright. :D

everything in its time.

worship retreat tml. wont be back till thurs.
busy week ahead. :D

2006-12-03T19:59:00.000+08:00

oh hello! (:

i know that my images in photobucket are not working! i cant help it if people do not upload the pics themselves. after exams, i will change the links in blogskins and upload the images in another account. you all can redownload the skins if you want to use them again. sorry about that! (:

i havent been blogging. it has been a busy weekend. i just need to start studying on my last paper even though i dont even know what to expect from a GIS paper. it is so weird. gosh, i am going to back to read the textbook.

till tues, freedom comes!

2006-12-01T00:14:00.000+08:00

Praise God that the week is almost over! one more paper today and the weekends will be here! will start studying on sat during church! i should have enough time for the last paper on tues. :D

one tree hill season 4 is getting exciting and demoralising at the same time! omg! LUCAS AND PEYTON ARE FINALLY TOGETHER and they had to come up with a stupid ending of lucas having a life threatening heart attack. if he dies in the next espisode, i will jump! :p

bleh..back to my notes.
i need to sleep soon!

2006-11-30T00:08:00.000+08:00

geog paper was really hard today! it was a killer paper! i think everyone was stunned by the questions that came out! i dont even think i needed to use any case studies at all! it was more of your analytical skills and general knowledge. Darn, i think i missed the mark of getting an A.

haiz, i dont really want to talk about it.
it has been commited and let his will be done.

got to start studying for the other geog paper tml! i cant wait for friday :D

take my cup
not mine but yours be done

2006-11-28T19:13:00.000+08:00

i am falling to his grace.
i resubmitted! CLICK

this is stupid. stupid. stupid.

OKAY EVERYBODY WHO HAS TAGGED ON MY BOARD REGARDING WHY YOUR PICTURES CANT BE SEEN!!

this is because my photobucket bandwidth has exceeded. so kindly upload the pictures into your own account and change the link in your template section. if you have any enquiry , pls just tag or add me on msn! just take note : pls just upload the pictures yourself in the future. (:

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.... so doomed for tml's paper!

2006-11-27T20:58:00.000+08:00

malay studies was pretty okay! i had that much confidence halfway doing the paper until i failed to finish my last question. but it was managable. i am just sore that we got a C for project and it weighs 40% of the final grade! oh my goodness! pls, i just need a B minus and i will be super happy! (:

break tml! i am going to start on my geog paper after i'm done! endless readings and memory work! BLEH, i cant wait for exams to be over.

it sucks knowing that people are on holiday or in the holiday mode while i'm attempting to study in my room!!! you have to hate the school, if only we started the semester earlier...i would be in australia now! :p

no more complaining for now.
till tml...

2006-11-26T17:14:00.000+08:00

so the exams start tml...

it is amazing that even though i have read through my readings quite a number of times but i can still forget and i can hardly remember what i've read. OMG OMG OMG! it sucks having to read them all over again; praying that you can remember the facts on exam days. :(

i need to go back and study.
malay studies tml at 5pm :(

i need to rely less on myself and more on Him.

i submitted.
i will let you know : when it comes

you are the center of my life
the universe declares in awe
your majesty, i surrender all
i make you the center of my life
Lord, i response all i am
you placed in me the song of heaven's melody
your majesty, my life will sing your song

2006-11-24T19:51:00.000+08:00

In this time of uncertainty ; in the midst of studying... i feel so lost. i dont even have the confidence that i will do well because there has been so little time of preparation.

i hang onto His grace. His grace is sufficient for me.
All the doubts and All the late nights studying will come for a good purpose.

Focus on God and not myself. (:

i need to prepare for cg already.
till then...

2006-11-23T10:40:00.000+08:00

It is amazing that i can still reek of barbeque smell even though i bathed twice since last night! last night's bbq was pretty awesome! i thought i would be the kind that would sit and wait for the food but in fact, i ended up helping out with the cooking more that i ever did in any bbq! Cooking is so fun!!! :D

i was supposed to stay there for one hour but ended up getting a big scolding from mum because i was there for close to 3 hours! oops, i should have been studying.

on a more random note, i am in love with this layout! :D

okie dokie, back to study!
i need to cover alot today.

my prayer is still the same
i need You to breathe in me

2006-11-22T16:04:00.000+08:00

the next door's neighbour has been doing his house's construction work and it is freaking noisy! i couldnt study at all with all the noise blasting through my walls! ended up doing a new layout and i took the courage to submit one skin into BS! HAHA! (:

not because i am ready to start anew but because i just want to keep doing what i love doing. BOMB BOMB BOMB AWAY! i am who i say i am :D

this could be what i've been waiting for : CLICK

okie. going to try to get back to studying.

2006-11-21T23:54:00.000+08:00

My whole body is aching! Playing badminton two days in a row is BAD! omg, i want to just lie down on my bed and not be sitting in my living room reading my notes! :(

i need to learn to rely on His strength and not mine.
Focus and Fix my eyes unto You! :D

2006-11-21T10:09:00.000+08:00

i am so behind time! spent a lot of time during the weekend hanging out with churchies that i didnt really study! i am so dead! i am trying to make up for lost time now. :(

weekend updates: went for a dulos performance at vivocity, shopped with mum and sis on sat at vivocity again! went to watch step up after service on sunday! OMG OMG OMG! i want to watch the show again! it is freaking nice!!! :DDDDDD Played badminton yesterday and i am going to play today again! HAHA!

one word : DEAD!

pictures taken on sunday...

okay done! going to take a short hiatus for now.
BYE! :D

2006-11-18T09:47:00.000+08:00

10 more days left....

when the oceans rise and thunders roar
i will soar with you above the storm
Father, you are King over the flood
i will be still
know you are God.

2006-11-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

Today was fun! okay, i did a bit of studying today! read quite a number of readings today but i doubt i understood any. (: i realised i need to go back on monday to get more readings printed and return my books! :D

sis and i attempted to cook dinner today. the dishes came out okay but the rice was horrendous. she kept insisting that we need to put more water and we ended up having really gluey sticy rice. mum said it was the most horrible rice she has ever eaten! HAHHAHHAAHHAHHAHA :D

mugging continues tml.

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i am reminded of the big challenge that i have at the end of the year. of expectations, of leading the team, of being responsible! i need the leadership and i need the strength! :D i can only do it with Him! when i am weak and nothing, there ur strength will lie.

Your strength is made perfect in me!

2006-11-15T23:45:00.000+08:00

yeah, school has ended! actually not really because tml i still have lessons but i decided i am going to skip it so that i can have more time to study! mugging starts tml! going to be busy with church stuff...

okay, i am just happy that i dont have anymore projects even though the thought of exams scares me. oh well, countdown with me till 5th dec. A little bit more and the hols will come! :D

2006-11-14T21:30:00.000+08:00

two more days and school will be over!!! :D

lots to do. lots to do. lots to do.

help me to see that
everything falls into place
beautiful healer, beautiful grace
break these chains

Honour God!

2006-11-13T23:15:00.000+08:00

Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal. - 2nd Corinthians 16-18

dont lose heart, jeanette. (:
everything will be fine.

take my cup and let your will be done.

2006-11-13T00:09:00.000+08:00

and i am grateful for everything.
to learn to seek even when the going get tough.
to hope and wait on the Lord.
to go more in faith each day because
His will for me is perfect.

if my heart has turned cold
there your love will unfold
as you open my eyes to the work of your hands

then my heart will find praise
i will delight in your ways
as you open my eyes to the work of your hands

2006-11-11T21:51:00.000+08:00

i havent had the time to blog for the past few days. perhaps i have been too busy or laziness has gotten over me. So this is going to be one long post, i think. (:

i love rainy days. i cant help saying that.
i cant help thinking of ..

people making themselves a hot chocolate drink while it is pouring outside
people lying under their cosy blankets
people staring at the rain from their tables while studying
people running in the rain

but most importantly, it reminds me so much of God's grace.
the realness and a physical touch of God's beautiful creation.
i cant help but marvel in awe. :D

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yakun and movie with choi and ruth yesterday.
i really treasure my fridays with them. (:
despite the hectic school life, i am thankful for these times where i can be myself.

one more project and next week would be the last week of school.
hooray and then exams will be approaching.
it is time to start studying! :D

everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades
neverending, your glory goes beyond all fame

2006-11-09T15:45:00.000+08:00

tired and having a big headache.
blogging in school while waiting for my project group mates to come.
school is ending and i am so glad. (:
exams are coming and i am not prepared. :(
i am going round and round in circles.

you are the reason
the one that i live for...

2006-11-07T00:12:00.000+08:00

i let one go and perhaps i am still regretting it.
but when God closes one door, He will also open another door.
He understands, He heals and He provides

everything in its time.

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i din have time to update! i have been too busy with projects and meeting up with friends that i have lost track of time. :D but i have been good and i will continue to press on. (:

watched flushed away and the prestige.
OMG UR SHOULD GO WATCH! ESPECIALLY PRESTIGE!
what a beautiful poignant movie that was :D

pris& i at heerens. :D

hanging out with pris yesterday at town and hanging out with lynn today at vivocity was great! i want to start shopping soon! :D

oh ya! i saw ANNE yesterday at the mrt! i wanted to say hi but ya she didnt see me!but never mind! she promised to owe me a HELLO! :D HELLO ANNNNNNNE! (:

it is time to start mugging.

2006-11-04T23:36:00.000+08:00

Firstly...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, WANG GUAN!!!!! :D

i have a really disgusting toe right now. got pushed off the chair while playing capt ball and my last toe's skin got scrapped off and it was bleeding like mad. actually, it is still bleeding and it is really quite pain.

bleh! church was pretty good today.
glenn, bu and jeff are really damn funny!
spent lots of time at simei mrt laughing at their lameness (:

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sometimes it is best not to worry.
to expectations, to how people look at it...
God provides and God leads.

2006-11-03T12:36:00.000+08:00

NATIONAL LIBRARY! i think i found another piece of haven in here. Gosh, this place is so freaking cool and cosy! :D i can bring my laptop here and there is free wireless here. omg, i am going to spend more time here from now onwards. :D

conicidentally, i met ruth and janice at the library! hung out with them till 3. headed down with ruth to play badminton at kovan CC. :D
it was a good bonding time with choi and her.
i cant wait for next week. (:

we look really tired! then again, we were REALLY tired!

crossed the road and had my GE2204 project at macs.
i am so happy that by monday, i would have submitted two projects. :D
yeah!!! i really need to breathe! :D

rushed down to cg at matt's house.
and guess who i saw????

MELTTTTTTTTTTTT! :D

OMG it has been more than one year since i saw her.
shanice was with her so we talked abit and i had to rush off. (:

cg was pretty good tonight. i am glad friday is gone.
another long day ahead tml - church and project at night. :)

a shot that i took from my car! :D That is my house while the rain was pouring outside. love it :D

for grace and for strength to face each day,
Thank You Lord. (:
i dont know how i would do it without you.
the tiredness and the drain..yes! one more month and it wiill be all over. (:
everything for You and not for me,

2006-11-01T15:52:00.000+08:00

i just love rainy days! i love sitting on my bed and staring at the rain outside my window. sweet melancholy, i must say! :D got to sleep, do some essay writing and head over to my auntie's bday.(:

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lynnie & me!
you make everything all right. this sem wouldnt be the same without you. (:

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i am always reminded of your grace everyday.
walk with me and put the light before me.

i will let you know
when it comes...

2006-11-01T00:45:00.000+08:00

I need more time, i need more time for everything.
why must time pass so darn fast?

lessons from 2-4 pm.
i bruised my finger while doing outdoor lab today.
at least we completed our lab.

went down to marina square to celebrate my sis's bdae. got home and i spent the last two hours writing my MS essay. gosh, i hope i analysed the question correctly. i got to sleep. tml is another long day. :(

more reasons to hate school but i guess i have much more reasons to thank God for.
walking day by day in faith. everything in its time. :D

2006-10-30T21:41:00.000+08:00

Presentation was rather sucky today. BUT no one was to be blamed ; i just didnt have time to present my parts. my group mates were shy to answer questions and i ended up answering most of them. but i doubt i made sense at all. :(

Spent another few hours with mindy typing out our 3204 essay. at least we started and i feel better that we are finally getting things done. (: i need to perservere a bit more and before i know it, school will end.

projects and essays are killing me!
(i finally realised why i hate school..HAHA)

i got to start on malay studies essay right now.
jeff should just put me on the www.nolife.com (:

2006-10-29T22:18:00.000+08:00

i am too tired to blog anything! this weekend passed so quickly and tomorrow got school again. it is going to be a long day tml. a big geog presentation ( which i am not even ready for) , having my 3204 project meeting and the worst thing is that i will probably end very late. Darn it, i cant wait for school to end so that i can finally start studying.

i seriously drag the month before school closes.

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thy kingdom come camp! pls start praying. (:
too busy with camp and school to even worry about any other things.
i need to go back and prepare myself for tml's presentation.

My Saviour, Glorious One
my redeemer, living in my heart
now and forever
your kingdom come
Jesus, Son of God

hold my hand
and walk with me
you are the light that resuces me

2006-10-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

bye bye blogskins!
it has been a wonderul journey. (:

i realised how much the threads have affected me. it didnt daunt onto me until i reflected on what happened and how i reacted. To be accused and to let people accuse your friends too was not the world's best feeling.

but well, it is over and it is time to move on.
the key is just to NOT LOOK BACK! :D

maybe someday, things will get better...
then we shall see.

this is not the end from jeanette, i promise. (:
love you guys!

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okay lets not talk about unhappy stuff! presentations and essays datelines are coming. i feel like i cant breathe all of a sudden.

you know the geog paper that i got an A for. guess what were the comments?
' For the final exams, please write bigger. Your handwriting is hard to read.'

OMG OMG OMG! Peetard is right. my handwriting is getting from bad to worse. :(

the best part of the day? PLAYING BADMINTON! ruth's brother is soooo funny , i think my stomach wont be able to take it. we spent most of the time laughing then playing. :D

2006-10-26T12:51:00.000+08:00

Okay! For all the dog lovers in the world...

Go check out my uncle's blog at the links portion OR just click here Uncle Ken.
My uncle is a dog lover and he has set up this site so just take a look if you are free. if the google advertisments on the right hand side appeals to you, dont forget to click on that for further information.

thanks. (:

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The best thing that happened today! i got an A for my geog test! the one in which i thought that i will screw up because i wrote out of point. Apparently, only 7 people in the class did that question only. *faints

Praise God.

Gosh i got alot on mind - projects, exams and camp! i need to breathe a little more.
i need to go in faith and i need to seek Him more than ever! My expectations cant never be the same as His.

it is time to go back to my books.

All my life I'll praise You
There's no other like You
You alone are Lord
Lord Jesus

Who controls the rushing of the mighty wind
Who holds the power of the seas
Who by His word formed

2006-10-25T10:44:00.000+08:00

A new Goong skin! :D yeah for SALLY! <3
Goong is getting more addictive by the minute.

i dont want to talk about anything that has happened unless i mention it. so if u do not have anything good to say to me about it, pls dont bother tagging. i appreciate that. :D

for the rest of u who tagged: i am really touched! THANK YOU! <3

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So it is over. it is time to concentrate on projects, essays, exams, camp and youtube! :D

the next 3 weeks is going to be HELL but when i am weak, He is strong. a perfect time away from all the virtual crap. there is more to life than to what has happened. (:

i am going to have a time of my life.

And I'll let you know
When it comes, when it comes
I'll let you know

But don't stay up for me
Don't wait up for me
If I'm not home

So I wait for fate to find me
A ball of string unwind me
Uncomfortable as a centerfold

And I realize your behind me
To help and humankind me
To see my songs can be retold

Well I'll be gone tomorrow
Yes I'm on the road tomorrow
So next time that I see you in school
It won't be for too long

2006-10-23T21:29:00.000+08:00

i really want to express how i feel. some things are best said in here...

7 of us. :D
We shared laugher and we shared tears.
We've been through a lot over the years.
Some were good some were bad.
But I would not trade nothing for the times we've had.

The one thing that i hang on to despite everything that has happened. the one best thing that You have blessed me with. (:

2006-10-22T20:52:00.000+08:00

For i know the plans i have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me and i will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. i will be found by you, declares the Lord...

Jer 29:11-14

Seek you with all my heart.
Suddenly, human expectations dont seem to matter anymore.

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why dont you fly?
CLICK

2006-10-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

okay, so i am finally back home. spent a great time yesterday with clara and abigail and we caught up with each other. i really miss the times we could get to see other every week but i guess it is fine with me even if we dont get to see each other so often right now. we learn to treasure and we learn to appreciate every moment we have. :D it is in moments like these that you come back feeling fufilled and happy because friendships like these will never leave you feeling empty.

after breakfast, i hung out with clara and watched felicity. it is a darn good sitcom. i cant wait to watch everything because i have two seasons with me right now. headed over to church and studied for quite a bit. played capts and went to airport to eat. went home with bu and jeff. HAHA. seriously, i always have lots of fun whenever i take long bus rides back with them. :D

took lots of pictures over the past one day so i will let the pictures do thetalking. :D

eating at the airport. matt and qing! :D
matt, tim, sam! bubu in the background. (:
qing&me. JEFF IN THE BACKGROUND! notice the trend. :p

qing, me and sam.
sam& me
clara and me. abi's house!
clara, abi and me. :DDDDDDDD taken in the morning! we were all so sleepy. :/
abi&me

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and i wish that sometimes i didnt have to be judged.
if only the inside could be replaced by the outside.

but i have so much to be thankful with.
i have been blessed with things that i really can or cant see.
the self must learn to see beyond the problems of its own.
that way, i could find solace in the one who gives me strength.
when i am weak, He is strong.

He is my refuge and strength. :D

when the oceans rise and thunders roar
i will soar with you above the storm
Father, you are King over the flood
i will be still
know you are God

2006-10-20T10:43:00.000+08:00

my whole face is disfigured. :( a case of outbreak of pimples. i hardly get pimples to start of with and right now, oh my goodness! hahaha. :D okay, i am just bored that is why i decided to blog abit since i wont have time to blog tonight.

friday cg at sue's house
stayover at abi's house. :DDDDDDD

just watched finish one tree hill season 4 esp 4 and this new season is really darn good. i cant wait for the next espisode. seriously, youtube is my best friend! i heard that google was going to buy over youtube and youtube may be disbanded because of piracy issues. :( DARN IT! they better not take away youtube!!!!!

everlasting
your light will shine when all else fades
never ending
your glory goes beyond all fame

i seriously cant get this song out of my head. (:

2006-10-19T22:22:00.000+08:00

So, it is another a new skin and i know i didnt keep to my promise about keeping this till the end. it was not because i got sick of it but i think it is weird to have a skin that i just submitted into BS. oops! anyway, kat will be refraining me from changing till the end of the month. i can do it. :D

SOTD <3 thank you all. i seriously do not deserve all of these. i would have never dreamt of all of these if it was a few months ago..but i am thankful and grateful. thank you all for your support. you can be rest assured that i will be giving my fullest support to you all as we continue to build up BS community. :D

omg, what a mushy speech but ya, you should know what i mean.

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two lectures today and i was out of school! wooohooo, it is time to get back to writing my essay and watch some youtube before i sleep. it sucks that i have to use the mac because my internet connection has gone bonkers and i cant use my laptop. :(

And if I lived a thousand years
You know, I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
That day.
But if destiny decided
I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told

i have to thank peetard for sending me this song.
oliver james - greatest story ever told. :D

2006-10-18T16:22:00.000+08:00

no matter where, but for now we're here
i submitted - pls CLICK

so today was a pretty boring day. stayed at home and managed to complete alot of my homework. spent 3 hours at heartland macs with the geog people to complete the project. at least we are moving forward. i realised that i misunderstood my part of the essay so i have to rewrite tml. more lectures tml and i have to come back and finish up on my level 3 group project.

i hate the month before exams. but at least i got something to look forward this week. i cant wait for friday to come. :D

going to start on my new layout before i sleep.
good night all. (:

2006-10-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

Two YEAHs! for the day :
1) i only had one lesson today and i managed to write finish my group geography essay part.

2) for the first time since the start of this sem, i finished my lab work within 2 hours! so i dont have to go back and finish it! WOOOOOHOOOOOOOO! :D

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and i am glad you told me how you felt.
it really means alot to me that you still think of us...

A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

i am found in YOUR embrace.
let me seek You and truly,
let Your will be done

2006-10-16T21:56:00.001+08:00

some pictures from last saturday.

estelle & me. :D

Group picture. the guys are hilarious! :D why cant the girls take a decent picture together? HAHHAHHAHA.

i think Lab lets me see the ugly side of people. this module is a NONO! :p Lab tomorrow again. i hope i dont go bonkers. Thank God for Mindy and Farisa. An extra help is always good. THANK YOU, YOU TWO! :D

i need to hang onto His grace.
His grace is truly sufficient for me.
JEANETTE FIGHTING. :D

in everything i do,
may i bring praise to You
from the inside out

2006-10-15T17:00:00.000+08:00

A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace

no words will be able to express how i feel
i wish i knew what lies ahead.
today was heartwarming. it is like 'he' knew how i felt ; the pain of letting go and moving on and when he prayed for me, tears rolled down. God provides when you least expects it. He sends you people to bless you and to guide you. (:

i am thankful. i still do not know what is my next step but wherever He leads, i will follow. all my needs and all my concerns, i lay it at the alter. :D

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when we take group pics, we always smile the brightest. i feel it too because we all know that deep in our hearts, there is this connection that can never be taken away. that is why i dont even mind if i look ugly in those pics because i know that it does not matter how you look in the pictures, the heart matters most. the radient smiles glow from within and that will always be the most beautiful pictures taken. :D

but i believe in my heart that we will be forever.
nothing is for certain but what we have are memories that hold us together.

i must be hopeful and i believe that we all are. i am going to keep trying and i believe God has a perfect answer for us.

i am always comforted wherever i read this private entry of mine. it gives me hope because we will always be reminded of what we have of each other. i am praying that it will always be now and forever. (:

for my dreams, hopes and needs - i cast them all upon You.

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

2006-10-14T00:28:00.000+08:00

I am tired! i have been out the whole day and right now, it is 12.30 am. Darn, this weekend is going to be really tiring. i need strength, i really need it. :p

i will be still
know you are God.

2006-10-12T22:36:00.000+08:00

i think blogger is lagging quite badly. i took forever to get in here. :( anyway, i had a geog test today and i really think i am going to fail! i literally wrote crap and i think i went out of point. :(

seeing my mum line-dancing makes me happy. she is hilarious. :D

pictures time. :D

went over to my uncle's house today for dinner. i miss having the dogs around. :p

misty!!! :D

misty & me. i dont care! i am bias because i only let her out because she is my favourite! :D HAHA

sis and i tried to scare mum with fake lizards. HAHA! and she did get a fright and we ended up getting scolded. my uncle's house feels like a rainforest. :D

okay done.
good night world. (:

because you open my eyes
to the work of your hands
everything may change
but your love will still remains
let my words be few before You

2006-10-11T10:35:00.000+08:00

thanks to kriss for the inspiration and the box codes. i changed my layout again and i will try not to change too soon which i doubt is possible. i have learnt my lesson too well. i got this picture from sxc and manipulated it so ya, no more legal rights problems. (: i really got a thing for flowers. dont ask me why, but i love nature. :D

lynn was sick. so i am at home too. (:
going to stat studying for the test tml.

> > 2.32pm

guess what? read this...

An egomaniacal Erika, codenamed a terrorist known as Magnette, launched the first attack against homosapiens in the early 1990s with her band of mutants, known as the "Fellowship of Mutants" which consisted mainly of homosuperiors with the most visible mutations or strongest ideals that they should be the ruling race of society and that the only way to fight the population's apprehension about mutations was with force, before it was too late. This lead to Professor Xavier starting a resistance, her ideals conflicting with her former companion and seeing the idea of peace between both types of people on the planet, and soon she created the X-Men.

my nick is a terroist name and it started the whole X Men Revolution. HAHAHAHA. (:
now this is hilarious but what an interesting fact. :D

2006-10-10T16:35:00.000+08:00

a new layout done by kriss. <3

okay, so i bought a new phone and i am loving it. i think this blog will turn into a photoblog soon because i took lots of picture today and i want to show you all.

the first shot of the day at the bus stop facing SRC. (: look at the haze. :(

University Hall - one of my favourite hangout places in NUS.

my fav pair of birkis. :DDDD

lynnie foo. (: my company for the day. love ya. (:

where i marvel at God's creation. :DDDD

on my way home @clementi road. omg, the haze today is really bad.

There has been some complications about the skin i submitted yesterday ; some miscommunications between DA and me so i am still waiting for her reply. If i have to delete it, then i will. :D

i have nothing to hide so bring it on. (:

And everything I have
I give to You, my Lord, the One I live for
I live for You
And all my days are gifts from You
I pray I'd use them as You want me to
Use them for you

2006-10-09T18:43:00.000+08:00

Rushed my essay till 12 am yesterday and i had a freaking bad headache after that. Darn, thank God i drove to school today. i realised that parking is free if i park at Temasek Hall so i was really happy because at least i saved money. (:

went to vivocity with lynn. a lot of shops are not open yet but the shopping mall is freaking big and i think on the 2nd level, you can go out to balcony and you can see the beautiful view of sentosa across the sea. awwww. (:

SOTD. <3
thank you everyone for your concern. like i told kat, i didnt know submitting a skin could be a form of destress. but i am really happy. so thank you once again. (:

With all I'm holding inside
With all my hopes and desires
And all the dreams that I've dreamt

With all I'm hoping to be
And all that the world will bring
And all that fails to compare

You say You want all of me
I wouldn't have it any other way

because i believe and i trust
in your unfailing love for me.

2006-10-08T17:35:00.000+08:00

updates about yesterday : i spent my whole day at east coast and church yesterday. the haze was freaking bad and east coast felt awfully empty. Went to church and ended up playing captain ball which was a bad idea. we were practically breathing in smoke all the way and i think i felt super giddy after that. You could see the haze around you while you played. :(

church was pretty good today. i am still writing my darn essay and i have a bit more to go. i am getting super stressed up because i know that the essay is so not up to my standards. arggggghhhhhh. :(

off to dinner.

i submitted.
until a brighter day - CLICK

2006-10-07T00:09:00.000+08:00

the haze is getting so bad that i really hope that the government would stop school. HAHA. ya, i doubt that is possible! but my eyes are getting sore from the bad air condition.

anyway, i did my essay from morning till late afternoon and i am halfway done. i think i will be able to finish it by tml night. 1500 words is really very little and i will probably exceed by alot. i need to consize and cut down on more words. :(

played badminton after that and had cell group at greg's house.
i am really tired. a long day tml. DARN.

good night, people. :D

2006-10-05T22:46:00.000+08:00

It was another long day but i really enjoyed myself today. Went for school for lessons and headed over to city hall to meet clara. Finding marianne's present was hard and we walked for a really long time. :D met samantha and marianne at ps to eat at swensens. Headed over to gelare to eat ice cream after that. i had a good time catching up with them and i hope marianne enjoyed her bdae celebration. (:

visited issac at the hosptial.
it was great seeing him looking positive about the whole illness.
i expected worse but praise God that he is better. :D

;

i am worried. i really am.
what is my next step then, Lord?

Hold my hand and walk with me
You're the Light that makes me see
On this path my soul You lead
O my Shepherd walk with me

Seek and you shall find.

I need You more then breath
You're my hope in You I live
Angels worship at Your throne
Power and Glory to You alone
My Saviour Glorious one
My Redeemer Living in my heart
Now and forever Your Kingdom come

2006-10-04T18:18:00.000+08:00

oooooh new layout again! (:
this time, i am keeping it for myself.

i am having my writer's block right now.
i cant seem to type the words i want in my essay.
i am taking a break and will continue much later.

;

how precious life is.
you never realised it until it hits you that life is fragile after all.
there are so much that we take for granted sometimes.

i was praying a silent prayer on the way to school - thanking Him for blessings that He has given to me ; thanking Him for things that i always wanted but never did. Because in all things, He will give according to what is best for me and not what i want from Him.

wake up and smell the roses

Where are you going, where do you go
Are you looking for answers,
to questions under the stars
If along the way you are growing weary
You can rest with me until a brighter day
You're okay

2006-10-03T23:05:00.000+08:00

Today was an extremely long day! Started school at 2 but went early to get notes for my essay and i ended up leaving school at 7.30 because of LAB. Gosh, no words can describe how much i hate GIS Lab right now. But yet somehow, there is this sastifaction that comes after creating maps that were proudly made by yourself.

but still, i cant help feeling dumb because i still cant grapple with the tediousness and endless frustration of not knowing how to start creating something.

Headed back to harbour front to catch a train back and i have never realised that our cable cars are litted up with such beautiful lightings. what a pretty sight. (:

oh , i met doc john and joseph along the way.
what a pleasant surprise.

At least i started writing my essay.
JEANETTE FIGHTING. (:

2006-10-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

The universe test today was pretty tricky! darn, i really hope i can pass! but i think i should be fine! :D Driving to school today made me realised that the Haze in Singapore is really getting from bad to worse. OMG OMG OMG, everywhere was so darn blur! :(

oh ya, pictures from yesterday. :D

Guess what is that? It looks like a mini suckling pig,doesnt it? Well, YOU'RE WRONG! it is FISH&CHIPS.:/ Weird right?

The pretty roses that we gave mingyan. :D

4/eighties. :D

the girls with james and melvin.

So, it was a pretty enjoyable dinner at new york new york. The food is average though. They give free cotton candy so that was a nice surprise. Getting to know the guys went pretty well. Those two are a nice bunch. (:

;

okay, i need to start working on my essay tml! :( 1500 words, here i come!
i need to start thinking of an idea for my new layout.

2006-10-01T16:36:00.000+08:00

Did you know that they are showing one tree hill season 4 on youtube? :DDDDDDD Okay, that just made my day even though i havent finish watching season 3 yet.

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY, MINGYAN! (:

Going off to new york new york to celebrate yan's bday. Be right back to update. i cant wait to eat there. :D